My Poems this is so random

my own poems


Aziza Patton

American

21st centry

time has come and gone..


time has passed and days have grown shorter but my love for you has only gotten deeper

just the mention of youyr name makes my heart race and eyes water i know in my heart that your the only one i will ever truly loive but it gets harder and harder with each passing day in my mind its like a reoccuring dream that i know will never end its never gonna stop no matter how i tell my self that i no longer love you na dthat thses feelings are just mind tricks its like the farther i get from you the closer you seem to get the more i run the faster you get i know you could care less but i know somewhere what you said was true maybe in another defmwntion or other world but im not a fool i cant keep running in circles like a silly dog chaseing its tale the nights are growing longer and the days shorter my time has finnaly run out and so has all your chances cuz i use to think i needed you to survive well now i know i was wrong....


Aziza Patton

American

21st

PAIN and HEART ACH

there is always going to be pain but if pain is never known when the mind trys to take control of the heart you fake it till you make it no matter how hard the pain beats on your soul you wont give up because to give up or give in would be the worse thing ever we all think the heart is control of the mind body and soul but we forget that the brain is a machine that can lie and die all at the same time no matter the passion you feel no matter the heart ach that comes along you will never be able to mend it you wanna lie to yourself to hopefully make yourself feel better well good luck its better to lie to the heart thats why the mind can take over and youll never know you think you just took your mind off what he or she has done to you or why they left but truth is that they never left there still sitting there in your dreams and in your heart deep down inside you know the truth it makes you cry when your alone it makes you sometimes wanna die jsut for the meer fact that you wont feel there touch whats pain is the mind can lie to you....


Aziza Patton

American

21st centry

MISSING YOU MORE EACH DAY
i want you i miss you but this heart ache is to much for me to handel its takeing over my life i cry in my dreams and when i wake my pillows are soaked form crying the night away i cant even sleep no more your always on mind the rain keeps coming down on my window pane the thounder is the sound of my heart breaking the faster the wind blows the harder i cry why wont you leave me alone but its not your fault that im alone it was own thats why im mad at myself for lieing to myslef for all this time telling myslef that there was hope you might call you might come back but now i know it was all a lie and life is no white pickit fence thats why my heart will always bleed untill that day you come back to fix it the more i cry the less i want you to come back lies are all the same so is crying when it comes to YOU.


Aziza Patton

American

21st Centry

The End.


i use to think love could do no wrong till i woke up one day and you were long gone i thought what we had was something deeper but now i know it wasnt deeper then a hole in the wall i thought you saw in me what i saw in you now my hearts in two i cant cry no more cuz i know its all my fault i listned to a bitchy jealous friend now im layin in the dark with no one to hold me i wish i could here your voice i wishe i could feel your touch till i finaly realize that in my dreams thats where im happy cuz in there i can see us together holding hands and laughing at something you said writting songs and sayin we miss the 90's a time that always made since theres not a moment that wont go by that i wont be missing you but i cant promise you that i will always be waitng right here for you something i can promise which probley isnt much is that no matter who love who i hate or what i do ill always love you thick and thin ill be right here you need me call me im the like the cartoon rerun that just wont go off its heart breaking that there will be no more new epiosdes but truth is everything has to end one day


Aziza patton
American
21st centry
The things i hate about Him

i hate the way you look at me
i hate the way you stare
i hate the way you care
i hate the way i belived in you
i hate the way i cared
i hate you for the pain you give
i hate the way you make me laugh
but most of all i ahte the way you make me cry
i hate you becasue hateing myself for loving you would hurt much less then just hateing you its not just the way you make me feel its the way you take all the pain away and your the one causing me all my pain i hate that you will never know how much truly loved you i love you so much its got me torwn in to i cant keep on living thinking that maybe one day cuz truth is that day has come and gone and know im done hating you.


Aziza Patton
American
21st centry
your so many lies.

Thunder outside my window heart ach beatin on my soul rain falling form the sky makin my eyes sweat im sittin starein out the window callin ya name so close this time so close huh you had me going changin ya ways just ta make me laugh that was all just a silly lie another one of your elaberated sceams to once again trap me makin me think that with me your a changed man so why all the heart ach why all the pain why couldnt you just have left me alone help when i need it but thats all . these lies are beginning to get to much its crushing my heart like a thousand pound weight layin on my chest i think its time that you let go either me or her and then i wonder am i the she that she could be upset about now i seem like a hoe in so many ways when truth is im just a good girl with a good name if it wasnt for you know one would know me so take time to think bout your so many lies cuz today is the day that they all come back to haunt you. last chance you boy you better make it good or your gonna lose the one ya love the one ya hate and the one that you wish you could date. my favorite quoat is " Never leave the one you LOVE for the one you LIKE cuz the one you LIKE will LEAVE YOU for the one they LOVE. see karmas a BITCH aint she rather you love me or you love her its time for you to be a man and step up to the plate or its gonna be way to late.


Aziza Patton
American
21st centry
Love and music

my love will never leave my heart will always bleed dripping like rain drops from my tears so much pain so much tourcher some times i die in my sleep to make the adventure harder im searching for my love i used to know where he was now all i see is the darkness that awaits my casket when its closed for my heart keeps on bleeding the pain will one day kill me but he will never know for all he does is laugh when i wanna pour my heart and soul he holds the key that simply put stops the bleeding but un like doctors he doesnt give a damn its like he has the cure to Aids but he will never come to my aid my soul is with in his heart locked away waiting for the next time we kiss so i sit her heart less souless waiting for the day that he comes back holding that very key that opens the music box that plays our favorite song that day seems so far away im sorry i have to wait for him to grow up nd see the things he's missed for him to realizes that he is truly missed my love will never leave my heart will always bleed i wanna be your diamond and angel up above but one day soon it will be to clear that what am is more than just a friend so as my heart bleeds please dont take to long for the next time you see me i might just be your Angel up above (literaly).

Aziza Patton
American
21st centry
Let go of your dreams.


its time its time i hear mi mind screaming its time its time but my heart continuses breaking its time its time to let him go yes i know so how do i throw my love out the window its hard enough to know that he doesnt want to hold me anymore so how do i let go all the dreams i had the love that i felt the pain that still is inside how does it go away when love is no more i use to think what i said helped you but now i know all it did was kill you the time i spent helping you is now in vain for you cant even remember my name so when someone ask who keep you going you say oh ill be damned before i remember now its time its time for me to let go my hearts still bleeding and yes im still waiting just not for you im waiting for the one to pick up the peics when my heart sharters and i go into and endless sleep ya rhymes i could go crazy for but my words are to die for so whos in the right when love shakes its ugly head and causes me all the dread and anguish but love is wispering in my ear its not her fault that your just a jackass with a good heart ooo thats pain within its self why love when love does wanna love back but the mind can only say no when the heart is no longer in control so i say its time its im ready to let go no more sad nights no more wet pellows soaked with my tears no more pain no more power no more long goodbyes no more short hellos its over and its done but the heart ach lives on that will never go away but its time its time for me to let go of my dreams..